In the preceding years, Moossavi had lost both of her parents, who had inspired her love of cooking. One of six sisters growing up in a household in Iran constantly bustling with guests, Moossavi treasures the carefree meals of her childhood. Moossavi's father was the first person she ever cooked for, and she still remembers how he pretended to enjoy the "horrendously bad" dinner she prepared.
Paired with an all-consuming kitchen lifestyle, these personal challenges overwhelmed Moossavi. Referencing how airlines instruct passengers to put their own oxygen masks on before assisting others, she said, "I was not giving myself the oxygen first, and I was trying to help everybody. So after a while you suffocate."
About one week after signing the divorce papers, Moossavi packed two suitcases and headed off to Paris, hoping to "start fresh."
"I went to a place where I had no memories. I didn't know anyone," she said.
While l'?cole Vahlrona provided Moossavi with extensive technical training in chocolate, the time also allowed her to rest and reflect on her love of cooking. Moossavi points to one evening at Gervais that she thinks of frequently. With the clock nearing midnight, a man entered the kitchen with compliments for Moossavi and an unexpected request: He asked to paint her portrait. Puzzled, Moossavi agreed. The man was watercolorist Arne Westerman, and this painting, which he gifted to Moossavi, now hangs opposite the aprons in Shekoh Confections.
Moossavi eventually found herself longing to return to the Peninsula, the first place she truly considered home after leaving Iran for stints in Belgium and Florida. "I was very young when I left Iran and I always felt like I (was) passing through ... when I came to the Bay Area, it instantly felt like I'm home," she said.
Moossavi said she treasures driving to beaches, farms and San Francisco in the same day and the kindness of customers she has served over the years.
After a few years working in Texas and a second trip to l'?cole Vahlrona, Moossavi returned to the Bay Area in 2018 with a new lifestyle that valued balance and developing personal connections outside the kitchen. She started working on Shekoh Confections, her first business to bear her own name, and began the search for a retail location while selling confections to wholesale and online customers.
Moossavi's chocolates harness French technique but reflect her experiences traveling across the world. These influences start with her parents, and Moossavi said that cooking is a way of holding onto their memory.
"Every time I'm in the kitchen, (it's like) you see a ghost around you and you're the only one who sees them," she said. "Those memories are with you. And those people are with you."
The Persian Rose, a vibrant, red heart-shaped chocolate, has two layers made up of rose petal marmalade and rose water white chocolate ganache, in a clear nod to one of Iran's most well-known products. Moossavi said that as soon as she starts preparing the marmalade, she recalls the scent of roses in her family's garden. She will eventually serve a menu of her own blended teas in recognition of the drink she started enjoying before she could walk.
Moossavi also uses flavors that she finds comforting from a variety of cultures. Drawing together the lavender fields of Provence, France, with local wildflower honey, the honey lavender chocolate is flavored with Moossavi's own lavender extraction. She also plans to introduce a peanut butter and jelly chocolate that features nut butter made in-house with a specialized machine.
Reflecting on the decadelong journey that led to opening Shekoh Confections, Moossavi said she feels excited about her return to the Bay Area.
"It's always very difficult to come back and start from the beginning again. But honestly, I believe that if you have that burning desire in your heart, that you're willing to work very hard, anything is possible. And I'm the living proof," she said.
Shekoh Confections, 2305 El Camino Real, Unit B, Palo Alto; 650-384-6322, shekoh.com. Instagram: @shekohconfections.
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