Since joining the organization as a bilingual volunteer for the Spanish program about three-and-a-half years ago, she has become attuned to "el proceso de duelo," or the grieving process.
It's an experience she knows all too well, having lost her husband nearly four years ago to liver cancer. Six months after he died, she learned about the Spanish program while working for community radio station KKUP in Cupertino.
At the time, she felt ready to support others through their grief but soon learned she wasn't. Any time someone mentioned her late husband, she broke into tears. Lujan didn't start taking on clients until about a year and a half ago.
Nowadays, she regularly sees two clients — one of whom she meets with once a week and the other on a monthly basis. Breathing has become one of the invaluable practices that she has passed along to her clients, to help them clear their heads.
"We can build a lot of anxiety just thinking about our loved one or 'I should've done this' or 'I should've did it that way' or 'It was my fault,'" she said. After a few moments of deep breaths, they can get back on track and move along with their day.
This year, a $7,500 grant from the Palo Alto Weekly Holiday Fund backed the training of the 18 people who serve as Kara's Spanish grief-support volunteers. From graduate students to mental health professionals to retirees, the volunteers come in with diverse backgrounds, according to Executive Director Jim Santucci. One was previously a client herself.
All Kara volunteers undergo an initial 21-hour training, spread out over multiple days, followed by ongoing monthly trainings. They typically meet with their clients either one-on-one or in a group, in locations spanning from South San Francisco to San Jose. This summer, the Spanish program launched an ongoing grief-support program at the East Palo Alto Senior Center, which meets on Monday afternoons.
The free program was created four years ago to serve the Spanish-speaking community, which makes up about 25 percent of the population in both Santa Clara and San Mateo counties, Santucci said. The program was designed to be not just linguistically appropriate but culturally attuned as well.
"It's beyond a language. It's really providing the service in a person's heart language," he said. The nonprofit chose Spanish because of that community's great need.
The Spanish language lacks a word for grief — a fact that only touches the surface of the differences of how the culture copes with death and loss, he said.
The program's clientele come as a result of community outreach, referrals from other organizations or individuals and self-referrals. Some clients are single parents or working people with two to three jobs who don't have the time or resources to talk about grief.
The current volunteers understand the power of grief support, Santucci said. The act of providing a service in their own language has become meaningful to the volunteers, some of whom never received the help themselves, such as Lujan.
The Holiday Fund grant also assisted the organization in holding its second annual Dia de los Muertos, or Day of the Dead, celebration on Oct. 26, which drew 50 people to Kara's Kingsley Avenue offices in Palo Alto. The event was developed by Kara's Spanish Services Manager Rosario Puga-Dempsey, who has long celebrated the holiday that holds a personal meaning for her. She thought it would be fitting for the organization.
"This is one of the holidays we often celebrate more than anything," Puga-Dempsey said of her family.
For nearly two weeks, the organization had an altar set up to which community members could add to the decorations, she said. The three-tier altar eventually overflowed with photos of the deceased, pictures of sugar skulls brought to life with neon colors, poems, flowers, tall white candles in glass containers, a variety of fruits, corn and carefully woven bread — all sitting on papel picado, or tissue paper flags cut into elaborate designs, in a rainbow of colors.
The event also served as an open house for the organization.
Puga-Dempsey recalled speaking with a Kara volunteer who was attending a Day of the Dead service for the first time.
"She expressed how wonderful it was to express grief in a different way," Puga-Dempsey said.
Day of the Dead rituals can be a launching point for clients to discuss the layers of their loss, including the idea of disenfranchised or unprocessed grief, in which people can't attend the funeral for their loved ones who died in their native country, Puga-Dempsey said. It can also segue into discussions of other losses of family members or friends dating years back or traditions to help with the loss, such as a novenario, or nine-day prayer.
Grief support can also uncover stigmas attached to dealing with loss, such as the idea of being machismo or staying strong.
"One of the things we know to be true in this work is that although grief is universal, it's unique," Santucci said. "You can't fix grief, it's not something you can cure, it's something that you can give support to."
As the volunteer-driven program enters its fifth year, Santucci aims to continue increasing the reach of the program, which this year served more than 500 people through sessions with clients, community education and outreach events. Given the program has built numerous connections, he hopes to see a decrease in outreach efforts and an increase in clients. He also wants to add additional staff members.
As a volunteer, Lujan understands the sensitivity of her role in supporting her clients who at times confide personal details they haven't divulged to their family.
"It's a little hard sometimes. ... Sometimes the tears do come out," Lujan said. "What's important is how you treat someone else or how you're there for someone else."
This year's Holiday Fund goal is to raise $350,000 for programs serving kids, families and others in need. More stories about the work of funded nonprofit agencies and instructions for donating to the fund online are posted at paloaltoonline.com/holiday_fund and on page 10 of this edition.
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